December 2009
365 posts
Nothing but an empty page, breathing in an open space, captured by a moments grace.. again. There’s so much I left behind, even more than waits in time. Everything’s so undefined. I’m standing on the edge of my fear and I see it clear.
Here’s my resolution, I’m letting go. All I need to learn is along this road. I just wanna be the best that I can be. Breathe. It’s my resolution.
Living life...
Life is finally coming back together. It feels great. I just have to learn to let go, and let life play it’s role. Even if I don’t see it right now, some things happen for a reason. I’ve learned to stop fighting life. Shit happens, I can’t get in the way of it. I’ve learned not to worry, or more importantly… don’t do things I have to worry about. I’ve learned to speak with open eyes, not an open...
Some girls are just born with glitter in their veins.
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing. Being lonely, being alone, for many people, sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn’t honor the person you are...
Nothing feels right, right now.
I’ve been laying in this godforsaken bed for the last 6 hours. Just laying, thinking, occasionally dosing off, and on the verge of tears every time I stop to actually grasp what I’m thinking about. Every so often a few or more tears tend to fall. I’ve never felt so nauseated in my life.
It’s strange how I’m letting something voluntarily hurt me. I have no one to blame, I was blessed with a free...
Writing is the only way I can release any kind of emotion. My mind is such a powerful thing and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to fully explain the thoughts that come from it in words alone. The images my boundless hazy mind tends to paint are so vividly constructed. I don’t think the proper words to express some of my intricate emotions have yet been discovered. But writing will always be an...
Living life free.
I had this friend, who lived in my town. He always played tricks and got caught all around. When he turned 18 he moved to the city. He used to pay to play tricks, now he’s playing for free.
He’s living life free. Living life free.
I knew this girl, who just couldn’t move on. She was born in this town, never planned to do wrong. Her mother said ‘you need a life on your own’. So she took her word,...
The worst thing you can do to a person is make...
I’ve never met a worse feeling in my life. I’ll never understand how someone can build you up with such pretty words and make you feel on top of the world, do and say all the right things at all the right times, then turn around and screw you over; after all this time that you thought you meant more than words are worth to them. It’s a bizarre kind of torture, to actually grasp the fact that you...
I just need to know that someone out there listens...
GiveMeHope Posts
In September, a girl transferred to my high school from Florida. Her second day here, she was killed in a car crash. Even though no one really knew her, the students made a memorial replete with flowers and gifts and chalked all the walkways with “In Loving Memory.” Strangers loving strangers GMH.
Almost daily on my way home from work I would pass the same homeless man, and sometimes...
“Cher, I don’t want to do this anymore. And my buns: they don’t feel...”
– Brittany Murphy
There’s a place downtown, Where the freaks...
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what would be an amazing realistic first date?
For a first date, as far as being realistic. i want it to be spontaneous and romantic all in one. I Don’t want things to be planned i want the guy to figure everything out make it a surprise, put a lot of thought into it and have fun with it. I’m a big fan of not planning and just being spontaneous so something like an amusement park or...
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will you be my cuddling partner?
hmmm who are you? haha
Ask me or tell me something :) →
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um anna karenina is the book. It’s a classic written by Leo Tolstoy! I guess if you dont read the classics though you would have never heard of it. by raindancer
oh ha sorry. never heard of it. is it good? i usually read whatever catches my eye. really.
RIP
Brittany Murphy
wow….can’t even blv it.
and she was gorgeous too
aww :(
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i am about to start the crystal cave (for school) I wouldn’t read it if I didn’t have to… but unfortunately i do:( I got books for xmas that I can’t even read until the summer! i love reading but i never have time with all the books I have to read for school for the ones I want to read. at least I love the classics!
Same! i love reading i can do it all day :) but when i...
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what are you currently reading? says the canadian^^
:) I’m currently reading “California Dreaming” By Zoey Dean…its an A-list series book. What are you currently reading?
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i am from canada^^ it is even colder here most likely!! I HATE THE COLD! i’d much rather live in california where it’s warm!
oh i love Canada! haha :) aww i bet it is really cold there. i know what you mean though i wish i was somewhere hot i can’t stand the cold!
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what is it like in pennsylvania?
Its very cold at the moment. A lot of snow at the moments since we are in the midst of a snow storm. And its dark sadly :( where are you from?
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If you can have just one wish right now what would it be?
That i could be with the person i love. I want that wish to come true now more then ever.
ask me things!!!
or
Tell me something!!!
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You better take it from me, that boy is like a...
